| Location | Ballycastle |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Miscarriage |
| Date of Birth | 10/07/2007 |
| Date of Death | 24/06/2007 |
| Visitors | 1,146 since 09/11/2008 |
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Baby angel, we'l never know if you were a boy or a girl but i do know that you were my little baby
and i loved you n still do with all my heart.
I found out i was pregnant with you on the 24th of april 07. You were planned so me and daddy and
all your family were so delighted!! As usual just like my other pregnancys the 1st few weeks went
smoothly with just slight nausea but nothing worth complaining over. Id had 2 healthy pregnancys
previous so not for a minute did i worry i was gona lose you. I picked names out, Callum for a boy
and Jaymie-Leigh for a girl.
We had a holiday planned to go to blackpool on the 15th of July and we were all really looking
forward to it. I was hoping that i would have my 12 week scan before we left but the date was for
23rd july!! I went to my clinic and explained the circumstances to my community midwife an told her
i really wanted my mind at rest knowing i was going away and the baby was ok. She agreed to give me
a quick scan with her machine which was quite ancient but she said it would do the job providing i
was as far on as i thought.
So on tuesday the 7th of july i went to the clinic with my dad ( sean was working ) and my kids.
Mary ( the midwife ) got me to pop up onto the bed an get my little bit of belly ready for the gel.
I was sooo exited as i really expected her to say " theres the heartbeat " but all i got was silence
and intense prodding. I kinda panicked then an asked her what she could see. She took the probe off
an said she was going to get another midwife because i didnt seem to be as far on as 11 weeks and
you wernt very big. I relaxed then thinking that i had just got my dates mixed up and with being on
the pill before concieving i knew this could have been the problem. The other midwife came in and
both of them prodded at me an in the end agreed i should go to my hospital for a more detailed
internal scan. This was arranged for the next day.
The following morning wed 8th july me, sean and my mum went up to the hospital. I was still pretty
calm as i felt really pregnant and had no signs of a miscarriage. We were waiting for well over an
hour before being seen which really annoyed me as i was quite anxious to know what was going on.
Finally it was my turn an we went into room n again i got onto the bed and explained why we had been
sent over. I had to be prepared for the internal. The doctor began the scan and straight away we saw
you, floating around my womb with no heartbeat. You had died at 9 weeks, so id had you dead inside
me for 2 weeks without knowing. I broke down straight away, i couldnt believe you were gone. My mum
came over and gave me a big cuddle n sean sat in shock for a while before finally coming over to me.
After alot of tears we finally were ready to talk to the doc about what happened next. Apparently id
had a missed miscarriage which gives no signs at all that the baby has died. My options to have you
removed was either the d&c or a tablet i would take which could take up to a week to work. I cudnt
bear the thought of having you inside me dead for that long so i went for the d&c which was booked
for the friday.
Friday the 10th was such a sad day, we knew this was it and you were leaving us properly now. The
operation was over inside an hour. I woke up in recovery and i burst into tears, i loved an missed
you sooo much.
A year and a half on an believe it or not our lives have gotten even worse. Your little sister
rhyana who we concieved 6 weeks after you, died 15 weeks ago from cot death. She was 8 weeks old.
Every day is a struggle for us but we'r really strong and we believe the strength comes from our
little angels up in heaven, our own little guardian angels. Im sure you and rhyana have found one
another and you are both up to mischief!! But we know you have each other for comapny and that makes
us happy.
Rest in peace our special little angels.
Love from mummy, daddy, ronan and kayla xx
Thanks to everyone who takes their time to light a candle or leave a tribute. Please visit rhyanas
site also. Thank you xxxx
God took you in his loving arms “He saw you needed rest,” His garden must be beautiful For he
only takes the best....xxxxxxxx
Special Angel Day - by Sam & Gordon Winson
We do not need a special day
To bring you to our minds.
The days we do not think of you
Are very hard to find.
Each morning when we awake
We know that you are gone.
And no one knows the heartache
As we try to carry on.
Our hearts still ache with sadness
And secret tears still flow.
What it meant to lose you
No one will ever know.
Our thoughts are always with you,
Your place no one can fill.
In life we loved you dearly;
In death we love you still.
There will always be a heartache,
And often a silent tear.
But always a precious memory
Of the days when you were here.
If tears would make a staircase,
And heartaches make a lane,
We'd walk the path to heaven
And bring you home again.
We hold you close within our hearts;
And there you will remain,
To walk with us throughout our lives
Until we meet again.
Our family chain is broken now,
And nothing seems the same,
But as God calls us one by one,
The chain will link again.
Tiny Little Baby
Tiny little fingers
Tiny little toes
Why god chose you
Nobody know's
Tiny little teardrops
Down your tiny face
Remembered forever
Here in this place
Tiny little smiles
Are memory's in my mind
Love you now and forever
An angel hard to find
Tiny little baby
My tiny little child
Now up in heaven
Running free and wild.
Copyright Sharon Wheeler
What the heart has once known, it shall never forget.
God bless You And Your Family. Know that Their Presence lives on, Inside Your hearts x God will Guide You Through alongside of Your Angels xx
HAPPY EASTER SWEETHEART. XxX
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Making eggs for you and me
And small chocolate bunnies
That he gives away free
But when he is finished
He'll bring them your way
In a big coloured basket
Upon Easter day
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Heya Baby.
Make Sure You Look Over Mummy And daddy ..
Play With Your Sister Nicely :)
Love You ...xxxxxxxxx
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with love always jen and mark x
sent with love x
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LUV jen and mark XXXXX
for you angel x
Thinking of you throughout the days
Missing your Angels in so many ways.
Sending you all our thoughts and love
And sending kisses to heaven above.
Thinking of you love jen and mark
Those we love don't go away,
They walk beside us every day,
Unseen, unheard, but always near,
Still loved, still missed and very dear.
love jen x
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