| Location | Ballycastle |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Miscarriage |
| Date of Birth | 10/07/2007 |
| Date of Death | 24/06/2007 |
| Visitors | 1,506 since 09/11/2008 |
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Baby angel, we'l never know if you were a boy or a girl but i do know that you were my little baby and i loved you n still do with all my heart.
I found out i was pregnant with you on the 24th of april 07. You were planned so me and daddy and all your family were so delighted!! As usual just like my other pregnancys the 1st few weeks went smoothly with just slight nausea but nothing worth complaining over. Id had 2 healthy pregnancys previous so not for a minute did i worry i was gona lose you. I picked names out, Callum for a boy and Jaymie-Leigh for a girl.
We had a holiday planned to go to blackpool on the 15th of July and we were all really looking forward to it. I was hoping that i would have my 12 week scan before we left but the date was for 23rd july!! I went to my clinic and explained the circumstances to my community midwife an told her i really wanted my mind at rest knowing i was going away and the baby was ok. She agreed to give me a quick scan with her machine which was quite ancient but she said it would do the job providing i was as far on as i thought.
So on tuesday the 7th of july i went to the clinic with my dad ( sean was working ) and my kids. Mary ( the midwife ) got me to pop up onto the bed an get my little bit of belly ready for the gel. I was sooo exited as i really expected her to say " theres the heartbeat " but all i got was silence and intense prodding. I kinda panicked then an asked her what she could see. She took the probe off an said she was going to get another midwife because i didnt seem to be as far on as 11 weeks and you wernt very big. I relaxed then thinking that i had just got my dates mixed up and with being on the pill before concieving i knew this could have been the problem. The other midwife came in and both of them prodded at me an in the end agreed i should go to my hospital for a more detailed internal scan. This was arranged for the next day.
The following morning wed 8th july me, sean and my mum went up to the hospital. I was still pretty calm as i felt really pregnant and had no signs of a miscarriage. We were waiting for well over an hour before being seen which really annoyed me as i was quite anxious to know what was going on. Finally it was my turn an we went into room n again i got onto the bed and explained why we had been sent over. I had to be prepared for the internal. The doctor began the scan and straight away we saw you, floating around my womb with no heartbeat. You had died at 9 weeks, so id had you dead inside me for 2 weeks without knowing. I broke down straight away, i couldnt believe you were gone. My mum came over and gave me a big cuddle n sean sat in shock for a while before finally coming over to me.
After alot of tears we finally were ready to talk to the doc about what happened next. Apparently id had a missed miscarriage which gives no signs at all that the baby has died. My options to have you removed was either the d&c or a tablet i would take which could take up to a week to work. I cudnt bear the thought of having you inside me dead for that long so i went for the d&c which was booked for the friday.
Friday the 10th was such a sad day, we knew this was it and you were leaving us properly now. The operation was over inside an hour. I woke up in recovery and i burst into tears, i loved an missed you sooo much.
A year and a half on an believe it or not our lives have gotten even worse. Your little sister rhyana who we concieved 6 weeks after you, died 15 weeks ago from cot death. She was 8 weeks old. Every day is a struggle for us but we'r really strong and we believe the strength comes from our little angels up in heaven, our own little guardian angels. Im sure you and rhyana have found one another and you are both up to mischief!! But we know you have each other for comapny and that makes us happy.
Rest in peace our special little angels.
Love from mummy, daddy, ronan and kayla xx
Thanks to everyone who takes their time to light a candle or leave a tribute. Please visit rhyanas site also. Thank you xxxx
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~R.I.P~ shine bright x x x x
α¦ α¦ α¦ α¦ All My Love Beautiful Angel α¦ α¦ α¦ α¦
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*α¦.......α¦* *α¦Heavenly *α¦.......α¦* *α¦ shona sengupta. ..α¦*
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How will heaven be?
As far as I can see
It will have huge bells
And will be situated on clouds
It will have many golden wells
That will so often swell
Rain will be abundant
And the sun will shine all day long
Angels will play on the harp
The sweetest summer song
Music that will touch the heart
While those beneath will shed drops of sorrow
Little will they know what will happen on the morrow
But to them up above
As plain and clear it will be
As far as far as I can see
Yes there will be misty alleys
And lush green meadows
Fresh with the fragrant smell of spring
Winter will never be bitter
Summer never so hot
Autumn never so bare
And resources never so scarce
Food for all will be relished by all.
Grateful we’ll be as grateful can be
Mountains high and strong and brown
Surrounding that hidden land,
Beautiful and vast seas I see
There colour as blue as sapphire can be
And the white waves lashing upon the shore
Sitting on the flattened grey rocks
Who would not call it absolutely heavenly?
However it might actually be,
But can we still not see
There will lie behind this seen
A relieving feeling of bliss
For where not have we been
But is this not by all believed
That after one’s decease
This is the land of eternal peace
Where we all ultimately reach?
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In a baby castle, just beyond your eye,
Your baby plays with angel toys that money cannot buy.
Who are you to wish him back into this world of strife,
No, play on your baby, they'll have eternal life.
At night when all is silent and sleep forsakes your eyes,
You'll hear their tiny footsteps come running to your side
Their little hands caress you so tenderly and sweet,
You'll breathe a prayer and close your eyes and embrace them in your sleep.
Now you have a treasure that you rate above all others
You have known true glory,
You are still their mother
God needed an angel in heaven
When Jesus lived upon the earth so many years ago,
He called the children close to him because he loved them so.....
And with that tenderness of old, that same sweet, gentle way,
He holds your little loved one close within his arms today.....
And you’ll find comfort in your faith that in his home above
The God of little children gives your little one his love....
So think of you little darling lighthearted and happy and free
Playing in God’s promised land where there is joy eternally.
Helen Steiner Rice
Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
Special Angel Day - by Sam & Gordon Winson
We do not need a special day
To bring you to our minds.
The days we do not think of you
Are very hard to find.
Each morning when we awake
We know that you are gone.
And no one knows the heartache
As we try to carry on.
Our hearts still ache with sadness
And secret tears still flow.
What it meant to lose you
No one will ever know.
Our thoughts are always with you,
Your place no one can fill.
In life we loved you dearly;
In death we love you still.
There will always be a heartache,
And often a silent tear.
But always a precious memory
Of the days when you were here.
If tears would make a staircase,
And heartaches make a lane,
We'd walk the path to heaven
And bring you home again.
We hold you close within our hearts;
And there you will remain,
To walk with us throughout our lives
Until we meet again.
Our family chain is broken now,
And nothing seems the same,
But as God calls us one by one,
The chain will link again.
Tiny Little Baby
Tiny little fingers
Tiny little toes
Why god chose you
Nobody know's
Tiny little teardrops
Down your tiny face
Remembered forever
Here in this place
Tiny little smiles
Are memory's in my mind
Love you now and forever
An angel hard to find
Tiny little baby
My tiny little child
Now up in heaven
Running free and wild.
Copyright© Sharon Wheeler
What the heart has once known, it shall never forget.
God bless You And Your Family. Know that Their Presence lives on, Inside Your hearts x God will Guide You Through alongside of Your Angels xx
HAPPY EASTER SWEETHEART. XxX
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The tiny bunny
Is working all day long
Decorating Easter eggs
While humming a song
He is having so much fun
Making eggs for you and me
And small chocolate bunnies
That he gives away free
But when he is finished
He'll bring them your way
In a big coloured basket
Upon Easter day
Sending lots of floaty kisses your way xxxxx * . * * . * * . * * . * * . *
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LOVE CATHY.XXX
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Heya Baby.
Make Sure You Look Over Mummy And daddy ..
Play With Your Sister Nicely :)
Love You ...xxxxxxxxx
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